spent the afternoon basking under the sun, gazing at the passing weekday clouds. with acoustic music plugged in my ears, it has been really long since i last felt this ephemeral state of zen. how fast time flies, soon i will be back in team doing shift work. that means i will have to reaccustom myself to my old mode of life, which sucks. oh god, i hate insecurities and changes. bye sam, i will miss you. sometimes i dont quite understand myself. on days like today, i wanna get out of this mad life and enjoy some peace and solitude on my own. but the moment i get too alone, the emptiness eats me up. oh man, mentioning about that, my parents will be leaving town this weekend, what do i do? what do i do? shall go find some solace in my ribena later. ): gonna meet alvin yip tomorrow evening before he flies to perth, he gonna be missing for so long! shit. and i need to book my btt, assured melvin the other day that i will be less lazy. been two fucking long months already! but well, i shall do it after my nap hahaha. okay i swear. serious. will really get it done. for now, goodbye and goodnight everybody. god bless all the lonely hearts.

hello everybody! me is enjoying my present state of life now! i likey likey! am paid to steal biscuits, photocopy my face, shop and do expensive long lunch. fuck hahahha i swear it will be the most perfect closure to the month if the taxi uncle returns me my phone

hello world! i am one year done with my ns! heh. cant wait for work tomorrow man, cause one day in work means one day closer to ord! hohohoho. 10 more months to emancipation! good mood! good night! (:

thanks for all the calls and well wishes. but holy cow! i dont wanna grow up you know )):